The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

Grump Alpha Male
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It has been nearly two months since I have seen my family, or visited home. I have been getting to the point where I am really grumpy, warn out, and home sick. Grand Rapids is nice, but sometimes you need to break away from the city. Away from your normal everday life.

I really don't mean to be such a grump either. It's just I hate living in a pattern. I hate living life like I am on one track and not going anywhere. That includes those I interact with everyday.

I love my roomates, especially Rachel, but sometimes I just need to break away from both of them and do something that doesn't involve them. It's not to say to cut them out of my life. I just sometimes feel suffocated and I can't even break away when I am back in Shelby. I hate sitting on the phone anymore. My phone pisses me off because it gets REALLY warm and the signal pick up SUCKS ASS on it.

Things are going fairly well though. School is going by alright. I am almost a month into school. Work is paying off nicely even though my boss needs to just get a consistant schedule for all of us. Work is pissing me off with the 3rd to 2nd to 1st all in a three day span. This leaves me NO TIME. Every waking hour I spend in that god damn gas station it seems anymore. I am making money, but loosing my mind. I can't wait to have a full staff. Rachel and I have to splice our time together. Which means I have to splice my homework time and freetime for my own enjoyment at the same time.

Rachel has strep throat. It amazes me I am not coughing up a storm like she has been. I do however have a pounding headache from hell. I think maybe I am grumpy because I may be coming down with something, and my body is fighting it off, while at the same time wearing itself out.

I finally finished The Prince of Persia Series on PS2. It is one of those games you really enjoy but at times can piss you off because the game programming messes up (2 was notorious for it). I could see myself replaying it in the future.

I bought Rachel a really nice Leather Jacket last week. She looks super hot in it.

I love that woman. I can see myself spending the rest of my life with her. She is a sweet heart and my brother and mother and her are close too. That means a lot to me. I feel like shit for being so grump with her lately. I just wish she wasn't so dependant on me when I go away. I miss her but I prioritize my time compared to what I usually spend time on. I'll make it up to her somehow.

*yawn* I suppose I should go. Finish my laundry and get home.

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 9:29 PM