The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

I'm Blue, Dabade Dabadi
Listening to: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind OST

Your true color is Blue!

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!
What's Your True Color?

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Well, with only about 4 1/2 weeks of college left before summer, I have already begun to get impatient with how it seems time is slowing down.

I broke up with Katie about 2 weeks ago. Lately, her personality has seemed to change towards me. She went from treating me good, to treating me like Charity does now. I knew this feeling all to well, so I decided I didn't want to deal with it hoping things would get better. That's the short story. The long story is uglier. Her and I are trying to remain friends now though. I don't have a problem, she just acts different around me. I wonder if she still cares about me...?

Oh well, I guess that relationship was short and sweet... in a way. I have decided I don't want to be in a relationship right now. I will go with the dating, F3, FWB, attempt and enjoy life right now while I can.

Molly really wants to hook back up, but as long as she is at Tech, I don't think it would be wise for me to do so. I know she is trying to change, but change is hard when you are surrounded by all the temptation in the U.P. I love her still, but that doesn't mean I am ignorant and oblivious. I know how things go, and I do have several sets of eyes up there. I don't want to be taken for granted again. I don't want to be hurt again.Infact, I just want to be happy, and know that I can't be hurt like that again. The one way I have discovered this is to remain single and just date around. There is no way someone can hurt you if you stay unkept.

So, I have learned a few interesting facts. I know a handful of girls that want to hook up with me. This is interesting to me. On top of that, my friend Hannah said to me "You're a tall sexy stallion with gorgeous eyes." This was a blusher. Ego boost, majorly.

Hannah may come over this Friday, and maybe this Saturday if I don't go back to Shelby. WOOT! Looking foreward to that.

Happy Birthday Joe! His birthday was Sunday, the 26th. He is 19 now. Growing up good too. Cody's birthday was also Tuesday the 21. I am proud of him too.

Molly may be coming to stay with me!!! We'll see when it comes closer to the end of school. I hope so though. I haven't seen her in about 4 months, it being atleast 5 by the time she gets here. If she doesn't well, make that prolly 6. Half a year.

I don't know why, but right now I am in one of those moods where I feel... meh. Maybe some videogames will cheer me up. STD... sexual tension disorder. There we go.

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 5:30 PM