The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

The Date
Listening to: The fan and construction work.

Well, I pulled an all nighter Wednesday night finishing a project and helping Mike finish his. We went to class, and after class, we came home. My second class was cancled for the day, and my third one was a work day. Being I am working this project in Photoshop, I woulda just ended up playing Gameboy all class without a laptop to work on. So I decided to skip that one too.

Mike left for Shelby, and I fell asleep for about 3 hours. I then got up, and cleaned the apartment. Dishes, etc. Kelli, Dave and Amanda came over and we were all hanging out waiting for Brad and Danielle to show up.

When they showed up, we talked for a little. We then all went to dinner at TGI Fridays. We all had a good time. Al of us except Kelli and Amanda sat around smoking, being loud, and having a good time. Kelli was always using Dave's face for an appetizer, and Amanda talked up a storm. Brad and I smirked and sat there as everyone else converced, sliding a word in when we could.

After dinner, we walked to the Ford Museum and caught the tail end of the fountain shooting off. They turned it off shortly after arriving. So then we walked to the "boob" hills. Played there for a little, then walked to the bridge. It was a bit nipply out.

On our way back towards my apartment, we decided to go to MorningStar 75. On the way there, Jared called us up to see if we could get near the freeway. I was like "why dude?" He responded with "I'm on my way back to base, I wanted to say goodbye." I kinda just froze there thinking... why so soon? So I talked him into coming to my location and saying bye.

I love that kid. He is like my brother. Sure we get in disagreements everynow and then, but who doesn't? I am gonna miss him.

Kelli and Dave split and the four of us left watched Luther. Excellent movie. The night I met Moly, Brian was telling me about that movie... took me two years to come to watching it. I better put that in my bag to return today... *runs off*

After the movie Brad and Amanda went down to her apartment, and Danielle and I crawled up onto the footon and talked and wha not till about 4 am, before we both finally passed out.

We woke up about 11... well she did, I was awake at 10:30. The nice thing about her is when I sleep, I will roll over with my back to her, and she will roll over and curl up to me. Usually, I end up being the predominant cuddler. But she said she actually likes to spoon up and hold me. Especially since "You smell really good... everywhere!?" So yeah. Her and I talked a lot and decided we didn't want to take a risky chance on ruining a relationship... a friendship, so we are taking things small steps at a time. But one thing we know is, I am a different type of guy then she has ever gotten close to, and she is a girl that has gone through exactly what I have been through. We are both bitter towards the same pain, so we know not to cause it... we know what it's like.

Who knows where everything will go. Even if we remain friends, we still know of the feelings we share. Kinda nice. I really like her. I feel as though someone actually understands me. She shows she cares. She doesn't act all put out b having to show her feelings. Infact, she could give a damn about what others think. She has a social life, and that's not realy what matters to her. I think it's that she is looking for a sense of security. But she is scared. Then again, I don't blame her. I just gave up everything I had and loved because the girl I love has a new life and didn't want to make me part of it. So I finally decided I will let her have her new life, and if I happen to be single when she realizes what exactly she started giving up that made me end it, then I might just take her back. BUT, I doubt that will ever happen.

I had an excellent time last night. Danielle made me forget about ALL my problems and we had a great time. And to let all you wondering minds know.. WE DIDN'T Have sex. I know you were all going to make some kind of comment if I didn't state this. Oiy.*runs off to class and work*

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 11:36 AM