|
|
|
Webmaster [eM] Profile
Yup, thats me. Feels: ![]() Name:
I'm with: Rachel Kolbasa Family: Pet's:
Favorite -
Last Movie I Seen:
College:
Best Friends:
My Hobbies include drawing, videogames, Rachel, anime, playing guitar, hanging out with friends, writing poetry/songs, god, and theology. I am a very deep person, or so I have been told. In the summer, I like to walk to an area of the woods behind my house, and lay in the soft grass while watching the clouds blow over. I really like Thunderstoms, and my favorite look any of the seasons have to offer is when all the tree's are frozen with ice. In the winter, I like snowbaording, spring I like to hike, and summer being out in the sun at the lake with my friends. We go to this place known as the oval and have parties. I didn't say fall because i hate fall. I hate death. Fall is ugly after the leaves go, and everything is dead. Even the air. I hide during this time. My goals are to become a Web Designer and GraphX Artist. I want to one day publish my own comic and productions site. Links Friends Archives My Poetry Because I Cannot Fly Forever In These Moments Love Upon Moon Beams My Pain Someone The Feelings Within Thoughts of Time Thoughts of You Why I Look Back Your Changed Schedule Mon.-Thrus.: Work: 1pm - 5pm Friday: Work: 9:00am - 1:00pm Alternates every other week. Saturday: Work: 9:00am - 1:00pm Alternates every other week. Sunday: My Day Off!!! Wishlist Damn, I need to buy:Zelda (GBA) Zelda 2 (GBA) Get Back
Games I have lent out:
Poll Quotes
|
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 The Unwanted - by [eM]
Listening to: The Moonlight Sonata (Sonata Op.27 #2) by Beethoven I remember just yesterday when you said that you loved me. We talked of all the good times we had, and nothing bad from memory. You kissed me like you meant it, and loved me just the same. But a new day has come and gone, and now I'm lying here in pain. How does someone go, from loving you more than life, To not wanting to be with you, 8 hours over night? How does someone say their sorry, when yesterday was so brand new? How does someone suddenly change, and they don't wanna be with you? What did I do wrong, why did it end up this way!? When will your heart come back around, for good, and to stay? I don't know why you suddenly changed when you met all those guys. I don't know why you play these games, and every night make me cry. I tried to give you all I could, what those other guys couldn't do. I tried to make everything perfect, my heart was all for you. What could these guys give you, that I couldn't achieve? Can you risk finding better, when you can't even make time for me? So what is a guy to do, when he seems to have nothing else? His love doesn't want him anymore, does he even want himself? He will put up a wall of insecurity and no one is to blame. Except this sniveling mess of loneliness that locks away his pain. -[eM] One final poem for her. Blogged by Marcus Morris at 1:44 AM
|
| Copyright Bitter-Sweet Productions | |