The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

Demons opening cupboards and other doors opening in my life.
Listening to: The wind blowing against my window.

Wow today was pretty good. Molly and I talked till a little after 4 am last night. Then I got off the phone and did my dishes.

Halfway through the dishes though I heard a voice talking to me. I could only make out a few words but *shudder* the voice was scary. It wasn't the first time I heard that voice either. I heard it 2 nights before and I ran into my moms room after I did and told her. She was a little bit worried and I just told myself I was hearing things. Well anyways, after this time, knowing I heard it clear as day as if it was right in front of me, I didn't finish the dishes, walked to my room, put on a thinderstorm cd, and tried to go to sleep and continued to tell myself I was imagining things. But how... it was so real? I finally fell asleep and I had a horrible nightmare involving Scott.

At the end of the nightmare he looked up at me, smiling evily and his eyes were gone and replaced with nothingness... just black voids. His face was shadowed and he looked REALLY evil. I woke up as I lunged at him. I wonder if I have a demon in my house that's been causing mischief. I mean, about a week and a half ago I heard 3 hard knocks at the door. If you have ever been in my room you know that when someone knocks on the front door, it's like knocking on the otherside of my bedroom wall. Well I heard it. I was on the phone with Molly at the time too. They were definetly there. No mistake. I went to answer the door only to find nothing there. It must have been something knocking at my wall. *knock* ... *knock* ... *knock*

There have been times Buffy starts staring straight foreward and he starts to growl too. At nothing. I have to come up and hold him to get him to stop. But he whimpers then looks back and starts to growl more. I seriously think I have something here. They say demons aren't affraid to show themselves if dared. I am getting an idea and it might not be a good one for my health but I still wanna try it. I will vanguish it from my living quarter and tell it to go somewhere else.

Those stories aren't the half of it. Look back into the beginning of my blog where I talked about all the strange stuff that happened in my house. Opening doors, stove, cupboards, lights turning on. People grabbing my mom while she is sleeping. Strange shit. My mom being a Wican prolly brought this upon us. Leave it to me though... the unborn Paladin to do something about it *runs and hides under blanket*

Anyways, I woke up and went to Church and then went to work eventually. After work I got home to find out a guy and his wife and a partner are opening up an Art Shop right down the road from the oval. They want to sell some of my art in it. OMG. My art. They loved it. They even want me to do demonstrations and workshops and the such. I would be making lots of money over the summer doing this and selling my art. They even said I should take my tutorials I am writing and sell them as a book. Wow, this is the best news since I found out Molly was coming up a few weeks ago.

After they left, mom asked me to go to Ludington to go shopping with her. Charity is home and mom wanted to hang out with her atleast once so she stopped and grabbed Charity. We had fun and we went to Chinese afterwords. *bloat* Now I am at home, wondering if I should play FFXI or go to bed. Oh yeah...

I have a Character journal for FFXI. Go to http://yusephian.blogspot.com Check it out. It's pretty cool. Anyways, Later!

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 1:02 AM