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My Hobbies include drawing, videogames, Rachel, anime, playing guitar, hanging out with friends, writing poetry/songs, god, and theology. I am a very deep person, or so I have been told. In the summer, I like to walk to an area of the woods behind my house, and lay in the soft grass while watching the clouds blow over. I really like Thunderstoms, and my favorite look any of the seasons have to offer is when all the tree's are frozen with ice. In the winter, I like snowbaording, spring I like to hike, and summer being out in the sun at the lake with my friends. We go to this place known as the oval and have parties. I didn't say fall because i hate fall. I hate death. Fall is ugly after the leaves go, and everything is dead. Even the air. I hide during this time. My goals are to become a Web Designer and GraphX Artist. I want to one day publish my own comic and productions site. Links Friends Archives My Poetry Because I Cannot Fly Forever In These Moments Love Upon Moon Beams My Pain Someone The Feelings Within Thoughts of Time Thoughts of You Why I Look Back Your Changed Schedule Mon.-Thrus.: Work: 1pm - 5pm Friday: Work: 9:00am - 1:00pm Alternates every other week. Saturday: Work: 9:00am - 1:00pm Alternates every other week. Sunday: My Day Off!!! Wishlist Damn, I need to buy:Zelda (GBA) Zelda 2 (GBA) Get Back
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005 My Life As Of Now
Listening to: The Four Seasons - Antonio Vivaldi Man I have had a rough night. I am still fighting with some emotional issues. On top of that, something I have known about for a few weeks now (the whole things are going to change here soon thing I was talking about a few weeks ago) is out of the bag. I am going to be an uncle. My younger brother who is turning 18 in March got his gf pregnant. He told me she ran out of birth controll and he had sex without a condom. The thing is I think she failed to tell him she was off the pill. So now my baby bro is a daddy. Only a select few knew about this. Mom didn't know. Only my two aunts, and I were the family members to know about it. Well, my bro wrote a letter to Dad telling him, and of all the people my mom had to find out from it was HIM. She loves my Dad but at the same time she Loathes him. Now everyone knows. It's been horribly silent around here for the last 18 hours. The baby is going on to the beginning of its second Trimester. Ryan and Dave came over last night. We played a few rounds of Halo and DDR. Ryan went home at like 2 am and Dave and I watched Larry the Cable Guy Git R Done on DVD. Afterwards I went to bed and Dave went home. I am sick. I hate being sick. It's rare but when I am I hate it because of the nightmares that play in my head. The delusions I go through and the change in my body functions. I didn't sleep well last night. I had this nightmare 3 times. Halfway through the second time Molly called and woke me up. It's hard being nice to someone that is the cause of the nightmare but at the same time its hard to be mean because they were your saving grace and woke you up. I am still having these nightmares. 3 weeks now. I feel weakened and this could be a reason for my sickness. I wish I could find the bottle of pills I took for depression a couple years ago. I know I had about a weeks worth left. I need them. Although this time the nightmares could happen again and I think thats my biggest fear. Lately I am really touchy about certain subjects. The things that used to upset me are even more sensative now. Gawd I want to be happy again.... Blogged by Marcus Morris at 2:20 PM
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