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Christmas Break?
Listening to: Padrino by Smash Mouth

Well Christmas break (??? I have Xmas break ???) was definetly the ... most different Christmas I have ever had. Two weeks ago I sunk into a depression for certain reasons. Half of Shelby prolly knows now but I guess that was to happen. I can't talk about it though because well, I was un-officially requested not to. So I won't vent any more of my feelings on this blog that may piss someone off unless I really just don't give a shit anymore. I will express my feelings if I have to on another blog I have created. No one has the URL and I am not going to give to anyone, including Molly or Brian (as of yet). I just say what I need to say better when I am sitting at a keboard then I do when I speak sometimes. This other blog will help me vent my feelings and this blog will keep my friends up to date with my life. ~_^

Well for X-mas I got an MP3 player (YES ABOUT TIME) so now I can run to my hearts content and not worry about my CD player skipping as I do! I also got Prince of Persia for the PS2, some cool clothes, socks with Ms on them so I know they are mine... uhmmm what else? *thinks* Caeser and Golem for the Computer. A tool belt for work. There are other things but I can't think of them. That was from my family. Molly got me Final Fantasy XI - Chains of Promethia! ^_^ She spoils me with videogames, I LOVE IT! She also go tme some mad excellent pj's. They are black and the shirt says "Don't let the bed bugs bite, that's my job" with an evil looking grin on it. The pants have it all over them. My Grandparents love them. So do I! Betsy, Jeff and Karen got me Moose Slippers with the number 23 on the side. So now whil esitting around playing FFXI I feel at my best ^_^.

The 28th I went to Grand Rapids to catch my bus to Kalamazoo. The bus never picked me up though. So Mary drove me to Kalamazoo and I caught my train, which ended up being about 25 minutes late. While riding the train, I got placed in a car with no plugins so I couldn't watch my movies. Although I did learn a few things because of this. Girls think that guys are attractive who:
1. Play Pokemon
2. Can draw
3. Travel accross the state and endure what I did to see their gf.

So I learned I am attractive. lol. But the train ride actually sucked ass. While riding the train we had to stop for a few. They needed to switch tracks manually then verify we were safe to proceed without another train coming along. After that, we were alright, now 50 minutes behind schedule. We were fine untill we came to the second to last stop (last being mine). Six people of the 10 car train. A voice came over the speakers and announced our driver has been braking federal law and driving when he wasn't allowed to. So we had to wait for another driver to come and pick up where we left off. When I finally arrived I was almost 2 hours late.

The week at Molly's was great. Longest I have ever spent at her house and it was even without Brian. Although I wish he would've come down. New Years was not as crazy as last year because Molly only had a couple of friends over.

Everynight Molly would sneak down and we would spend time together. Just us. It was nice. She is good at sneaking now too. Well I stayed there, her and I watched movies, played pokemon, cuddled, talked and played card games. We went and seen a few movies at the theatres (National Treasure and A Series of Unfortuniate Events) and walked around the mall. She ended up beating me up with just 2 hits one day. First was a quick knock to my chin with her knee then a hit with her arm in the face. *whimper*

As bad as things are between us, when I spend time with her, I am happy. Sometimes I will go through a short depression period but it's nothing when Molly holds me close and babies me. ^_^ We had our "bad" day. But I was counting on that one coming at least once while we were there. I just wish some things would change though. :
New Years I brought in with a kiss between Molly and I. Maybe this year is going to be just as fast and happy as the previous. Maybe it will be exactly opposite. Who knows?

This next week or two is gonna be stress because I have 2 bills I need to pay and all the money I had I used to make sure I got down to Molly's. On top of that I think I am actually getting sick.

Happy New Years People!!!

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 7:14 PM