The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

Christmas Music Everywhere... ARGH
Listening to: Head Around You by The Offspring

This weekend, Dave and I travelled to Waterford/Pontiac area to visit the girls again (Leslie and Molly). Dave and I got a hotel room to stay at while down there. $90 a night .... ugh. The weekend wasn't long, and it wasn't short. It just was. I had a good time as usual. Although Molly and Leslie seemed to get a rise out of making me feel like a complete moron... Last week when I came home I noticed the house had smelled fresher then usual. I liked the smell because it was a cinamon hazel nut blend and when I finally located the candle burning off the scent I went to smell it just to get my fill of its aroma. The flame flickered up and burned the tip of my nose (and prolly some of my nose hair as well --_--), leaving me with this huge boil. Lucky for me the redness had subsided enough so I didn't look like a cheap rip off immation of Rudolph. No matter what I did the girls whould burst out laughing saying things like "Hunny, you are such a mor... cutey!" and "Molly you date him to make you look smarter don't you?" I couldn't help but laugh because I knew they were right. I can be a complete air head at times. I guess having dumb things happen to me is just a curse. Anyways...

We went out to dinner then went back and watched movies. We watched something Saints and Fight Club. Eiy, Fight Club is still making my head hurt. Although I liked how it ended. The world in complete Choas. Something about it makes me smile knowing their reason behind it.

One thing that got on my nerves this weekend was as we channeled through their radio stations down there all we heard was Christmas music. We would walk through Meijers and other stores, and even in the diners we ate at, Christmas music was being played and decorations everywhere. WHY!? For one... it's only mid November... not even. Another thing is it just drove me crazy. It's one of those things that make you feel annoyed and dreary instantly.

I came home and mom was listening to STAR 108, a radio station Charity, Her and I used to listen to. Infact, Charity got us hooked on it and that's all we would ever listen to. It was playing Christmas music. Then it accured to me why I was so annoyed by it. I wrote a long entry on December 23 last year about it. Maybe I should just let go of any memories and happy events I miss. It's really hard to let go of a great time though.

She called me the other night. My cell phone rang and when I said "Hello?" I loud, enthusiastic voice said "Hi Marc!?" Whoa I about fell backwards. Her and I talked for about an hour and we caught up as much as we could. It's been almost 3 months since I talked to her last. She is going to College in Canada. I was planning on hanging out with her on Thanksgiving weekend but sadly she won't be here. Apparently Canadia doesn't have Thanksgiving... weird cannooks. So I may end up just spending that weekend working because I would have nothing better to do. Molly is busy with Scott and and I guess overtime work is just osmething I need right now. I blew alot of money this last weekend. I bougt Molly a pink leather coat with white fur for Christmas and gave it to her so she would stay warm and look hot. I also bought her dinner and breakfast, and I had to buy food for myself. Dave needed to use my credit card so we could get a hotel room. I need to remember to bug him next week about the money so I can get that back in my account so when my phone bill comes around I can pay it. Ontop of that, I am supposed to be saving towards stuff for college (like extra cash and a computer) because I have very little money saved. Molly has been riding my case about that too. Ugh maybe I will just invest into fixing my car. Brakes will cost about 50-60 and a new fill line filter will cost about 25. I will also need to replace the doors. Once I get my car going I will have to pay insurance. Then I will apply at Blockbuster, Circut City, Best Buy, Gamestop and some other place where I can use my expertese in Computers/Gaming to make money. Although the drive may use some gas, I think it would pay off better in the end. Now that the house renovation is finally complete I don't think Don will need me much on the weekdays. I could work the entire week if need be, that way I have a steady income. *sigh* Life can suck...

Maybe that's what I will do. I think next time I go to Muskeon I will apply for jobs. Maybe even tonight. *goes to call Ryan back about going to Muskegon with him*. Bummer not going.

So as you can see my life here at this end of the world hasn't changed. I might not be going to Leslie's party this weekend like expected. In a way I am glad. I mean sure I miss out on seeing Molly but whenever I go down to see her I spend alot of money. So I can work this weekend. Save some money.

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 4:14 PM