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My Hobbies include drawing, videogames, Rachel, anime, playing guitar, hanging out with friends, writing poetry/songs, god, and theology. I am a very deep person, or so I have been told. In the summer, I like to walk to an area of the woods behind my house, and lay in the soft grass while watching the clouds blow over. I really like Thunderstoms, and my favorite look any of the seasons have to offer is when all the tree's are frozen with ice. In the winter, I like snowbaording, spring I like to hike, and summer being out in the sun at the lake with my friends. We go to this place known as the oval and have parties. I didn't say fall because i hate fall. I hate death. Fall is ugly after the leaves go, and everything is dead. Even the air. I hide during this time. My goals are to become a Web Designer and GraphX Artist. I want to one day publish my own comic and productions site. Links Friends Archives My Poetry Because I Cannot Fly Forever In These Moments Love Upon Moon Beams My Pain Someone The Feelings Within Thoughts of Time Thoughts of You Why I Look Back Your Changed Schedule Mon.-Thrus.: Work: 1pm - 5pm Friday: Work: 9:00am - 1:00pm Alternates every other week. Saturday: Work: 9:00am - 1:00pm Alternates every other week. Sunday: My Day Off!!! Wishlist Damn, I need to buy:Zelda (GBA) Zelda 2 (GBA) Get Back
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004 I feel like I lost everything
I don't care anymore... my fears, my nightmares.... everything is coming into play. I honostly don't know if Molly and I will be together after this weekend. It's up to her. She has a lot of trust she needs to earn back. I still don't even fuly trust Charity and Sara.... I have no idea how she could... She needs to decide something... I have decided... Ryan and I tok a walk... I did something I know I shouldn't have done, but it has relaxed me... it doesnt matter... I am 18. Its not like its illegal for me... I just don't care anymore. Ryan talked with me, and I called Dave and talked with him for a little bit. I talked to Bob and I have decided what I am going to do. I just need to know what Molly is going to do. I don't wanna say exactly what she did, she just broke most of my trust tonight. I don't even know her anymore... I just don't understand... she said she loved me but if she did, she wouldn't have done this. City people are fucked up and don't know what love is. I have concluded that. Love to them, is intimacy and thats it. As of right now, I could give a care less about anything... The person I loved the most crossed a line, and did the one thing she promised she would never do... what would you feel like... I know not happy, thats for sure. Was I fool for trusting another girl after Charity? I honostly dont know.... I shouldnt stereotype all girls cause of a few bad apples. Maybe if I take my mind off her I can forget it. Yesterday, Ryan typed up his Government report while he was here, printed it off and slid it into his bag. Him and Joey then played video games in my rooms. I went into his report and added right in the middle of a paragraph "I was suprised to find out I had a 2 inch penis. My balls discussed their master plans." I then printed it out, and went and switched them. Today, Ryan comes up waving a report saying "I GOT MY REPORT BACK FUCKER!" I ran off laughing. I wish I could've seen his face as the teacher turned beat red with anger... lol... *sighs* I need to try and sleep... damn it all. Blogged by Marcus Morris at 11:51 PM
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