The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

More Good Days

Wow, so this week has been mostly good. Yesterday, I had conferences. My teachers really talked me up. My government teacher told my mom, for a kid who hides and naps in the back row, I dish out more work then any other students, and I put up the most and best arguments. My art teacher really made me feel confident when she said that I was an aspiring artist, that she could see definetly making it in the future. She has full faith that I will succeed and she is amazed with my work. Mrs. Kludy my yearbook teacher told my mom I am an important asset to the yearbook staff, and I am the technology/gaming guru. (Bwahahaha.... all bow before me. The real uplift though was from my music teacher. He went on to talk about how I went into Music Theory last year and out of all the students, I knew nothing at all about music. I ended up creating what he said was noticibly the best production as the final product which was my song "Why I Look Back". Then he said, going into Guitar, he watched me accuire skills faster then any student in there. Now, joining choir after 6 years, he can't believe how much of an improvement I have had. I have a strong solid voice. ^_^ My teachers love me... Then, a few days ago, I heard some girls telling Charity that she is way to mean to me for as much as I always do for her. She said "He knows I am joking". They replied with "Well, we see him trying hiding pain behind those pretty puppy dog eyes..." So far this week now, thats confidence boost in my looks and my academics.

Yesterday and today we had half days. Yesterday, Brian and I went and got Subway after school and then hung out at my house playing guitar and chatting with the girls (Molly and Liz). I went to conferences, came home, and played video games most of the night (something I havent done in months). Today, I woke up, went to school, took an Art test and finished some vampire pictures and turned them in for my sketchs. Went to yearbook, and for a whole hour and half I argued with an Athiest online. People are stupid... If I want to believe there is a god, then someone shouldn't tell me that I am ignorant and blindly following nothing. I have nothing to loose and everything to gain from it. Anyways.... after school got out, Brian and I went up to subway again and got lunch. Drove back to my house and hung out for about 45 minutes. He left, and I fell asleep playing my video games. I woke up to Seth, a friend of ours messaging me under Brians AIM name (which is FineWynsfj40 for any of you who want to pm him for shits and giggles). I continued to play Final Fantasy II while hoping that Molly would get online. She never did.... bummer.... So, I took a shower and got ready for work, and before I went to work I called her house and left an answering machine message. If you know me well enough.... you would know that I never leave AM messages. Yeah, I didn't really know what to say, so I said something, hung up, and left for work. Half way to work, I had forgotten what I said and started fretting over how big of an idiot I sounded on it... (lol) Oh well, she loves me anyways... even if I am a big, childish dork.... right? Anyways, I got to work, and Levi was there. Levi! The one kid in my school that I have never gotten along much with. Little bastard.... I forgot he started working there a while ago. But, all turned out well, and we were fine with each other. We even put on green leprichon hats and danced jigs in the lobby. lol. I even had a group of girls come in tonight and say "My friends think your really hot." before they left. ^_^ Whoo hoo! So, over all, its been a really good week. It would be a 100% better though if I could see Molly... or atleast talk to her... she hasn't been on a whole lot this last week or so... (~_~) Well, I can just hope that she gets online tonight.... *sighs and prays* Ok, well, I'm gonna go play some more FFII.

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 9:26 PM