The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

Good Days

So, wow... this last few days has been great. Sure, I have some stress on my shoulders, but it don't bother me. As long as I get to talk to Molly, I learned my days are usually ok (unless they are horrible, but Molly still makes them better). Really, the only problem with today was that the Admin of DeviantArt deleted my picture of Undercover Molly I posted because I was violating one of their stupid policies... but, i will repost tomorrow in 3rd block. And, hopefully, maybe, they won't see it. Something about it being classified as digital when its not... ? There was no where else really to put it! Oh well, I am not gonna let something stupid like that drag me down.... (damn DAA's...)

Tonight, I baby sat little kids for the first time in.... oh... I really don't know its been so long. Let me first fill you in. This last week, Joyce, one of our lunch ladies hasn't been at school. She is the one that usually gives me food, drinks, alacart stuff, ect ect... I don't usually pay for stuff at school. So I pocket my lunch money and save up in "The Molly Fund" (which is a fund set aside mainly for the use of being with Molly). *shakes head* Anyways... going off in a tangent. I walked to the alacart to buy a cinnamon twist, and Jean, the other lady, told me Joyce wanted me to call her at home ASAP. So, during 2nd block, I called her and found out the reason she hasn't been at school is because her mother was diagnosed with cancer last week Thursday. Today, her mother was going in for rush surgery to cut the growth off. Joyce had her daughter from out of state up, and all her grandkids (except 2 which stayed with their father) we there. I am talking kids from infincy, up to about 12 or 13. The took the infint and Megan with them. (Megan was a little girl I gave rides to on my moped last last summer). This left me with a 3 and 4 year old girl, and a 12 year old boy (Alissa, Samantha, and Dustin). *forgot how much energy kids have* Dustin was a help though. I did realize that one girl would be good for me... but Molly wants 2.... she can deal with them... So, we watched SpongeBob and Fairly Odd Parants. I laid on the floor infront of the TV like usual, and the girls sat on my back (why do little kids like to do that?) We played Hide and Go seek, and I stood for about 20 minutes before everyone gave up (I was standing in the bathtub, just behind the curtain, which was open...so I was standing behind the gathered part of it). I made dinner, cleaned them up, had them get ready for bed, put in a movie, tucked them in and let them drift off. Joyce's husband came home and payed me $30. I was doing it for free, but hey, never look a gift horse in the mouth. He ran me home quickly (half a mile up the road... really... a nice chilly walk) and I got home to talk to Molly. I also then remembered, I have a McDonalds check coming this Friday, my tax money which will be like $50, work with Don this weekend (prolly another 35) So overall... I have about $135 that will be saved up here in the next 2 weeks. Thats after I pay for my stupid choir shirt, which I will never wear again unless for some unbelievable reason I turn gay (its a nice happy easter purple... and its $15). I might actually be able to pull this finance thing for May off after all. Ok, well, I was inspired earlier for 5 minutes and I wrote this poem.

Forever In These Moments
I wanna stay forever
in these moments of time
Just steal away these seconds
like it's not a crime.

Savor your kisses
and your soft embrace
My heart beats faster
like this loves a chase.

Never let go of
your delicute hand
Stay there forever
that was my plan

Wrap my arms around you
and hold you near
Comfort your pain
and wipe away a tear.

You are my world
and my strife
you are my happiness
and my life

I am gonna snap
I will break down and cry
the day you leave this world
the day you die

Loosing you would be
my greatest fear
Forever I will hold you close
and forever hold you near

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 12:13 AM