The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

Long time

Hmm, alright where to begin. My week has been hell mostly. This medication has shorted out my short term memory. Lots of times I was gonna post about my day, and then I would forget to because the medicine is making me ADHD or something. So I guess I will start with how much I miss Molly. Geez... that was cured last night though. She was online when I got home from the Saturday dance thing, and her and I talked untill 3 am. Good golly miss Molly. I hope I made her weekend better too. She was having a bad week, and I wasn't there to lift her up. She made me feel better. Though, she left me with a stupid puzzle that not even god knows the answer to I am sure. I won't say what, its personal.

Friday was Valentines day, and of all people to hate it, you would prolly be surprised to find out I am one of those people. Its a disgrace. Stupid holiday. Love is love. I love Molly, why should it be special on that certain day of the year. My love to Molly is all I have to give, and whether she holds it special in her heart is what matters. So ofcourse, I woke up grumpy. Just like last year... (I think I posted on my old Diary last year about it.) I ended up getting a flower from Davids sister, a box of chocolates from one of the lunch ladies (Joyce) and a bunch of valentines from various people. Oh, yeah, Charity also gave me a punch in the shoulder... *grumbles*

Ok, so things were wierd from Friday on. I was asked out on a date by a friend of mine. She wanted someone to go with her to the movies and dinner, because Mike and Jaime were taking their dates. I was like "Heh, cool!" So I agree'd. This morning I found out she couldnt go, she got in trouble. I was bummed. Jaime and Mike really wanted me to go also. So I talked to Jessika. She couldn't go. Then I talked to Erin. Stacey gave Erin 10 bucks so she could (what a good friend eh?). They ended up picking me up around 6ish and we went out to eat. Had a great time. ALl of us about choked on our food we were laughing so hard. Ofcourse, I was being an idiot in public... what else is new with me? Well, we didn't get out of the restaruant fast enough, so we were about halfhour late for our movie. By the time we got there, the guy had closed the ticket booth. Bah, so I was like "LET'S GO BOWLING!" Stupid idea on my part. I hurt my arm trying to bowl. And what was even more retarded of me was to keep doing it after that. We all had a blast though. Erin and I talked about Charity and I, and our past. Jaime made out in the back of the van with Autumn, and I kept "killing the mood" for them.

I found out some good news today though. I guess in 2 weeks I am gonna see Molly. I really cant wait till I am off this medication. My short term memory is fried. Brian said I am going with him and his family on midwinter brake down to Molly's. *YAY! ^_^* Then, it'll be another month or so before I get to see her again after that. But, I get to see her! *yawns* Ok... bed time. Night!

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 12:53 AM