The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

I SO ROCK DUDE!!!

THIS WAS THE COOLEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE! I got on the stage, I felt the pressure on me. I spoke to the crowd telling them my songs title, and the inspiration behind it, and I started playing. As I picked away at the strings, all I could do was concentrate on the words, and try to forget about the medium size crowd out in the seats. As I sang away at words I had typed out on a previous post, I could only think about how this had been the first time I had appeared on stage in 6 years as a solo singer, and this time, I had an instrument to play with it. To make this even more exciting, I had sang the lyrics of my very first performed song. I have written music before, but I was never able to actually play any of it. A thrill followed this thought, and then reality slammed into me hard. Crap... the strings started cutting my fingers away. I hadn't been used to the strings yet, being I practiced on a guitar with light strings for weeks prior to my show. I felt my fingers start to loose the touch on the strings and my strum pattern was being thrown off because I was putting more concentration on the left hand. My legs and arm started to spaz on me. I was trying to control the shaking and bouncing of my leg, but, soon, my leg was dancing to the fricken strum of my guitar out of nervousness. As I fingerpicked the ending of the song, and stood up, all I could hear was girls screaming. I heard so many different things shouted, and a lot of them I could tell who they were. "WE LOVE YOU MARC!" - The whole back row of girls. GO GUMPY DUDE! - My Gummy Bear Jessica. Whistling and shouting and screaming, it was so uplifting. I felt as if I actually did something so great, I wasn't nervous of being on the stage anymore. I simply smiled and waved at the crowd, and exited to the right ramp. I went back and sat with my "fan club" and continued to recieve 'good jobs'. *sigh* I just wish Molly could have been there to hear the song I wrote about her. Everyone wondered who the girl was, thinking it was Charity. A lot of people were surprised to find out, it wasn't. Oh well. Soon, I wanna record it to a CD, and maybe my third song along with it. Then I will send it to Molly. I also have the video tape of me performing. *in Krunk voice* Oh yea... I can feel it!

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
Brian - Hey man, I wouldn't have been able to perform without the use of that pretty guitar of yours.

Molly - Hunny, you inspired me to write this song. I love you. Maybe one day, we can be together forever.

My Fan Club - Girls... And David. Thank you for coming to support me. It's great to know I have such a great group of friends.

My Family - Mom, Cody, Gma and Gpa all came to watch me. Charity's parants were there too. Mom thank you for recording and Angie for the camera. Gma and Gpa for the shirt and Cody for the shout out of "YOU ROCK DUDE!"

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 9:22 PM