The Journey Is More Important Than The Beginning Or The End.

I Have Had A Bad Day

This day has been one of the most stressful, bad days I have had in a long time. I could barely walk today. And with the Freshman class, a new breed of people mind you, everywhere, it was hard to stay balanced with your legs ready to give out at every movement. I got my Display Board done and out of the way *cheers for himself*. Now, all I have to do is right eight Paragraphs on lifeskills for my portfolio by Monday and have proof with each of them. Second hour also sucked. Ryan wouldn't shut the hell up and I leaned over to tell him to be quiet. Then I went to ask Mike what one of the words in the song was. Mr. Wall yelled at me right in front of the class like 20 minutes later. I could feel all the eyes gazing on me to... Gawd.... I wish he would catch someone who's actually fucking around, like Ryan (who does it non-stop, and loudly). That threw my whole day down right there. Guitar class I just sat there and said nothing the whole class. Played my guitar in the corner. Journalism/Yearbook was better though. Nick and I laughed at stupid things like the Badger Dance. After school got out, within the same 10 minutes, I stepped down wrong on my feet and popped both my ankles, and they still hurt and feel swollen.

I came home and Justin was in auto dick head mode again. He has been drinking all day I guess. I hate alcohol so much. No point to it. So I went to bed and took a 2 hour nap. When I got up to get online and check for Molly, Joey was on the phone and wouldn't get off it. When I got on, Dave informed me Molly had JUST gotten of seconds before hand. And to make the night better, she told him to have me call her. I don't have her phone number... I lost it. She still hasnt sent me an email with it either. But, I chatted with Britta tonight and she showed me some of her art. She is really good. I posted links to her Elf Wood and Devi Art on my comic site. Check em out when you get a chance. I guess, for the rest of the night I will just work on some net based stuff, then go to bed so I can be Santa tomorrow. This is really going to suck being my lap is sore. Arghh....

Lyrics on my mind right now: Still Frame
(Chorus)
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down
this picture's frozen and I can't get out
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down
this picture's frozen and I can't get out of here
Release me, I'm just as lost as you
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you

And every time I think I've finally made it
I learn I'm farther away than I've ever been before
I see the clock and it's ticking away
and the hourglass empty
What the fuck do I have to say

(Chorus)

Keep it inside
the image portrayed
As if I couldn't stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think I'm starting to lose it
I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured 'cause we had everything covered
Now we're older it's getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us,
what the fuck are we going to be?

(Chorus)

I'm just as lost as you, what am I going to do?
I'm afraid I'm falling farther away
I'm falling farther away
I'm falling farther from where I want to be
I'm afraid I'm falling farther away
I'm falling farther away
I'm falling farther away

(Chorus)

I'm just as lost as you!!! (not breaking me down)

Blogged by Marcus Morris at 12:24 AM